I'm in love with him

14/04/2025

Goodness, 

This is still in the drafts? Today is a day as any other I suppose. A lot has happened since this time. I suppose it is good to look back sometimes. 

Anyway I am posting this. Yes I am 😅

05/06/2020

It is 2020... and I still haven't posted this. I know there a lot of people out there like me.

I've grown to learn that speaking your mind is not always welcome.

what am I trying to say? I have cowardly tendencies (shocking, I know)  am not good with heart things. putting my heart out there, my heart heart, is usually scary for me. I enjoy the jokes around love and every thing so admitting that i'm in love was probably so scary I kept a post in my draft for over a year.

I find the things I wrote, especially the December ones, really honest so I'm ready to post them.

25 April 2019

Being in love is complicated.. for women. I'm sure it is for men too but I've had more interaction with women. Malawian women to be exact. 

For starters we never run out of this saying  "men cheat". But love, as long as it is between man and woman is designed in such a way that no one wants the other to share that feeling with someone else. Or maybe I should say that's how I would want it to be.

You see these days it's not easy to make generalizations, you just might end up with the whole world up in arms fighting you (Well there I go again).

Anyways back to love. I think am in love. I know, it's not easy for me to admit it either. I used the word think because I have come to realize that being in love is a trick

25/26 December 2019

I know it's been a while since I wrote anything really.  Sure I chose to complete this blog about love and not the others. Well the explanation is somehow simple,  I feel a lot positive today and could not post my rantings about life. 

A couple of days ago I looked at the man I'm in love with,  he was telling a story,  not to me, to someone else and the enthusiasm he had on his face,  it made him look so innocent,  so worthy of a love greater than even i can offer. My heart skipped a bit, and I decided I was done doubting my heart.  

You see I have loved this someone for a while now and despite what they say about love, complications are real and ours are scary to address.  Once or twice I've asked myself if our love is worth the losses that we could incur if we were to embrace it fully. I am sure he has asked himself this too... on that day none of that mattered. I loved him and I was ready for come what may. 

I don't remember what prompted me to write about love on 25th April.  But today I know it is the fact that he is the person i would want to spend the rest of my life with. He is my friend,  my peace,  my home. 

I know I love him.